Not delving, not yearning.

不去钻研，不去企盼。

youdao

There are occasions when obscurity serves a literary yearning, if not a literary purpose, and there are writers whose mien is more overcast than clear.

如果不是出于文学的目的，有的场合晦涩可以满足文学的渴望，而且有的作家的风格与其说清晰不如说灰暗。

youdao

I tell myself that I'm not so much yearning for free refills as I'm longing for that feeling of belonging anywhere I happen to be.

我告诉自己，我对免费续咖啡这事儿并不怎么怀念，倒是那些偶然去的地方给我一种归属感，叫我渴望。

youdao

She's deeply emotional, intelligent and yearning, but not always willing to probe the darkness.

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Not from an inadvertent glance or a yearning gaze did Orpheus lose Eurydice forever, but from an act of renunciation born of existential despair.

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But he did it in a way that left this Bush supporter yearning for something she does not normally yearn for, and that is: nuance.

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