Not delving, not yearning.

不去钻研，不去企盼。

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She's deeply emotional, intelligent and yearning, but not always willing to probe the darkness.

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Not from an inadvertent glance or a yearning gaze did Orpheus lose Eurydice forever, but from an act of renunciation born of existential despair.

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But he did it in a way that left this Bush supporter yearning for something she does not normally yearn for, and that is: nuance.

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