Wouldn't I resent it?

我不会对此心存怨恨吗？

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"I don't resent any of it, " Smith said.

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After a while, the things that made me a great footballer hampered my life progress and I came to resent every one of them and, in turn, it led me down a very dark path.

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Although sometimes I resent the constant worry of how to make my repayments, I know that in the long run it has been a good move.

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