I don't — not only can't I feel anything with my fingers, I don't have any sensations where my body should be.

我不但无法用手指感触任何事物，也无法感知躯体的位置。

youdao

It has been my experience that when playing with less and less tension I have reached a certain point where I feel I can't relax anymore, or else I'll lose control over my fingers.

我的经验是在练习中尽可能的放松自己，直到感觉不能再放松了或者控制不住手指的时候作为目的。

youdao

I don't--not only can't I feel anything with my fingers, I don't have any sensations where my body should be.

我不但无法用手指感触任何事物,也无法感知躯体的位置

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