But, then I started thinking about this workshop I had taken last April about forgiveness.
但是，我开始思考我去年4月参加的这个关于宽恕的讨论会。
“If they asked me to work inside the mercury workshop I wouldn’t do it, no matter how much they paid, ” said another young male worker.
“如果他们要我去水银车间工作我不会去的，不管他们开多高的薪水，”另外一个年轻男工人说。
photo above: I made the rug in our bedroom myself out of recycled sweaters during a three-day workshop I took with artist Crispina ffrench.
上图：我和艺术家Crispinaffrench曾经一起参加过一个三天的工作坊，那时我用回收来的旧毛衣做了这块毯子，现在铺在我们的卧室里。
Had I not attended this workshop, I would have automatically assumed the man was the best candidate because the position required quite a bit of extensive travel.
如果我没有参加这个研讨会，我会自动认为这个人是最佳人选，因为这个职位需要到处出差。
For the workshop, I borrowed an idea from Peter Morville \ \ \ 's user experience honeycomb and created a social software honeycomb.
为了这个研讨会，我借用了PeterMorville的“用户体验蜂巢模型”的思路，制作了一个社会性软件的蜂巢模型。
When I go into the workshop, I will teach you how to operate an NC machine.
当我走进车间时，我将要教会你们如何操作数控机床。
It's a matter of pride-or, almost! -that, this afternoon in the workshop, I behaved no differently, or seemed no different, than ever in the past.
这关乎自尊——也许，至少大部分是！——在今天下午的课上，我的表现与以往并无二致，至少看来如此。
What happened next is hazy (although I have a good memory): I remember Álamo laughing along with the four or five other members of the workshop. I think they may have been making fun of me.
后来发生的事情有些模糊（虽然我记忆力不错）：我记得阿拉莫和班上另外四五个学员放声大笑，我想他们大概是在嘲笑我吧。
What happened next is hazy (although I have a good memory): I remember Álamo laughing along with the four or five other members of the workshop. I think they may have been making fun of me.
后来发生的事情有些模糊（虽然我记忆力不错）：我记得阿拉莫和班上另外四五个学员放声大笑，我想他们大概是在嘲笑我吧。
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