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By the end, the language of experience--this is on 304--the language of experience that Dean represents is completely exhausted.
在最后，304页上,是迪安最后的话，表示他已经完全筋疲力尽了。
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Remi won't have Dean in the car, so the car drives on. Sal is with a new girlfriend, Laura,about to whom he's told all about Dean.
雷米的车里没有迪安，这辆车开向前方，而萨尔正和一个新的,女友劳拉在一起，曾经萨尔向她讲过所有关于迪安的事。
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So, this is the sadness of the novel.It's this unrequited love; Dean is never capable of loving Sal in the same way that Sal loves Dean.
所以这也是这本小说的悲伤，是这个无回报的爱情;,迪安从没能真正像萨尔爱他一样爱过萨尔。
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You can't just say it once. You have to try to fill that void by saying it two times and by invoking his father a third time.
你不能只讲一次，你必须说第二遍,并且第三次提到迪安的父亲，来填补中间的空隙。
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If George Dardess is right that this is a love story, it's the love story between Sal and Dean.
如果就像George，Dardess所说，这是个爱情故事，那么这是萨尔和迪安的爱情故事。
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This is how Dean talks at the very end: He couldn't talk anymore. He hopped and laughed.
这就是最后迪安讲的话：,他一边走，一边笑。
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So, he finally realizes that Sal actually has a specific love for him, not caring about him somehow in principle, which is the way of course that Dean cares.
所以最后他了解到萨尔对自己有真正爱的付出，原则上是不能在乎的，但迪安当然很在乎。
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But this is mirrored by Sal's very specific investment in Dean, and this is on the bottom of the facing page, on 189: Resolutely and firmly I repeated what I said.
不过也反映了萨尔对迪安非常具体的付出，在这页189的底部：,我加重语气重复了一遍我说过的话。
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They're driving out of Mexico, Sal and Dean, and they meet indigenous people along the road.
萨尔和迪安正开车离开墨西哥，他们在路上,遇见了各种当地人。
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What else is sad? It's sad when Dean leaves Sal feverish in Mexico.
还有什么是悲伤的？，当迪安在墨西哥离开发烧的萨尔时。
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What's sad: Dean's wife, Camille, and their baby. It's sad.
还有：，迪安的老婆卡米尔和他们的孩子，也是悲伤的。
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All the women in Dean's life call him to the carpet and tell him of all his sins. That's a sad moment in the novel, a moment of difficulty, a moment of specificity also.
所有在迪安生命里出现的女人都向他,斥责他所有的罪恶，这也是小说中悲伤地部分，是困难的时刻，也是专属于他的时刻。
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It's Laura who cries at Dean's abandonment, while he maintains this composure, this masculine composure: "he'll be all right." But, the sadness here is surely Sal's.
倒是劳拉先为迪安的抛弃哭了，萨尔相反地保持了镇静，这种男人的镇静：,“他会一切顺利的“，但这里最大的悲伤必然是萨尔的。
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He abandons them, and she is left with them.
因为迪安抛弃了她们，所以卡米尔带着孩子离开了。
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In that moment Sal supplies the answer for why Dean came, "never knew why he had come anyway," and then Sal supplies "except to see me," and his own pain and tears are routed through Laura.
在那刻萨尔说出了为什么迪安会来的理由，“他也搞不清楚为什么来“，然后给了答案,“只为了想看看我“，但他的眼泪在劳拉面前被击溃。
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That's Dean. In this fantasy about the indigenous girls, what you see is a commitment to language and the activity of selling, buying and selling, entirely entwined with one another.
这就是迪安对那些本地女孩的幻想，你们从这语言中看到的是一个买卖东西，和相互眼神交汇的行为。
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And I hope, as you are reading, you notice that chapter opening where once again Dean appears at the door when Sal shows up, and he's totally naked.I hope you noticed that. It's the third time that we see that so there is an eroticism between them.
我也希望，你们在阅读时注意到那一章,就是曾经萨尔去找迪安时，迪安又一次是光着身子，开的门，我希望你们注意到这一点，这是第三次,我们看到这一幕，所以他们对彼此有着性欲。
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And there is this heartbreaking love that Sal has for Dean, and, if you track that through, the major turning points in the second two thirds of the novel are moments when Sal makes it clear to Dean that he actually cares about him.
而且萨尔对迪安有着令人悲痛的爱情，如果你追踪这一点，你就会发现小说里,三分之二的时间萨尔都在,向迪安说明他有多在乎迪安。
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