He is struggling with dilemmas of where he fits into the world, dealing with stuff to do with his dad and why he was abandoned.

VOA: standard.2010.04.08

I said, "Software for personal computers mom, dad that's why I'm leaving the hallowed halls of Stanford."

我说“软件是用于个人电脑的，这就是我离开斯坦福的原因“

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