But she realized that to become a fully trained artist, she had to go to Europe to study.

VOA: special.2009.07.12

Initially a psychoanalyst, trained through the works of Freud, she realized the focuses had been too much on the negative-- on neurosis, on psychosis and said we also, not only but also have to focus on what is working on human organism.

她最初是精神分析学者，学习弗洛伊德的理论，意识到其过于注重消极面-,神经症，精神病，她认为，还必须关注影响人类生命体的东西。

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She says that when she discovered the songs of British pop stars David Bowie and Queen, she realized these different things could go together.

VOA: special.2009.02.27

After sixteen years of teaching, she realized she did not know all she wanted to know.

VOA: special.2009.07.26

But she realized she was not going to be a ballerina.

VOA: special.2009.10.16

She realized that she would need some training.

VOA: special.2009.01.18

In two thousand five, she found the list again and realized it was time to record some of the songs.

VOA: special.2009.12.04