Well, it did need to change and what I think happened is this event was a catalyst for me to experience other painful stuff I had never allowed myself to feel or even remember.

是的，这个关系需要改变。而且我觉得这次失恋是我人生的催化剂，让我去体验那些我不允许自己去感受的痛苦，甚至不想回忆起那些过去。

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Well, it did need to change and what I think happened is this event was a catalyst for me to experience other painful stuff I had never allowed myself to feel or even remember.

是的，这个关系需要改变。而且我觉得这次失恋是我人生的催化剂，让我去体验那些我不允许自己去感受的痛苦，甚至不想回忆起那些过去。

youdao