even painful experience
即使是痛苦的经历
以上为机器翻译结果，长、整句建议使用 人工翻译 。
Well, it did need to change and what I think happened is this event was a catalyst for me to experience other painful stuff I had never allowed myself to feel or even remember.
是的，这个关系需要改变。 而且我觉得这次失恋是我人生的催化剂，让我去体验那些我不允许自己去感受的痛苦，甚至不想回忆起那些过去。
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