And if someone was doing it better than me it would kill me.

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"I felt certain that if there wasn't a diagnosis, I felt that it was pretty certain that it would kill me, " she says.

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How much it would kill me if I really did quit.

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Andy Grignon, who worked on the first iPhone, tells me all the time about how Jobs would kill a project or send it back for more work.

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