这是在为自己的贪婪，渴望成功找借口，妄图掩盖自己的软弱来欺负弱者的人是悲哀的，令人厌恶并该感到羞耻。
Preying on the weak to justify your own greed, preying on the weak to promote your own success, preying on the weak to cover up your own mistake is sad, disgusting and shameful.
对快乐的渴望，或对痛苦的厌恶，激发了每一个念头。
Every thought is motivated by a desire for pleasure or an aversion to pain.
但是我的恐惧、厌恶或无聊情绪似乎从来都不会削减我对让男人留下很长时间或者是嘴上这么说的渴望。
But my fear or dislike or boredom never seems to diminish my underlying desire for a guy to stay, or at least to say he is going to stay, for a very long time.
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