生平第一次，我不再压抑自己的情感- - - - - -只有这样我们才能开始控制自己的情感。

For once in my life, I stopped suppressing my feelings - only then can we start to confront them.

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我已经做了一切我意识到自己能做的，然后悲伤在长期的压抑之后，第一次浮上表面。

I had done all the conscious work I could, then grief came to the surface to make its long suppressed debut.

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埃尔·德林描述了他在登月后的艰难生活：酗酒、压抑、两次婚姻失败、空军生涯悲惨结束。

Mr Aldrin describes the rockiness of his own post-moon life: alcoholism, depression, two failed marriages and a sad end to his air-force career.

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