晚上我祈祷，尽快将你的脸消失。

At night I pray that soon your face will fade away.

youdao

但我决定每天晚上就上帝为什么会把我放在这个地球上的问题来花一个小时来阅读，思考和祈祷。

I decided to spend an hour every night reading, thinking, and praying about why God put me on this earth.

youdao

但是那个晚上我还是祈祷着：“亲爱的上帝，我需要帮助。”

But that night I pray. "Dear God, I need help."

youdao