我之所以把我的痛苦说得可笑，因为我怕你会这样做。

I make my pain a ear a urd, afraid that you should do so.

youdao

没有幸福的人他很痛苦，人之所以痛苦，就是认为自己总是对的，别人总是对不起我，将一切错误都归罪于别人和外境，念念都觉得自己没有错，而不反省自己也有满身的过失。

Without happiness, one will feel terribly miserable, for he always insists that he has done the right thing all the time and that others often do wrong to him.

youdao