我之所以把我的痛苦说得可笑，因为我怕你会这样做。

I make my pain a ear a urd, afraid that you should do so.

youdao

没有幸福的人他很痛苦，人之所以痛苦，就是认为自己总是对的，别人总是对不起我，将一切错误都归罪于别人和外境，念念都觉得自己没有错，而不反省自己也有满身的过失。

Without happiness, one will feel terribly miserable, for he always insists that he has done the right thing all the time and that others often do wrong to him.

youdao

没有幸福的人他很痛苦，人之所以痛苦，就是认为自己总是对的，别人总是对不起我，将一切错误都归罪于别人和外境，念念都觉得自己没有错，而不反省自己也有满身的过失。

Without happiness, one will feel terribly miserable, for he always insists that he has done the right thing all the time and that others often do wrong to him.

youdao