He wants to keep anticipating producing the great speech, ; which is exactly what the Lady has been doing; but on the other hand Milton's possessed of a competing desire to speak and to speak now -- to publish, to succeed, to consummate his talents.

他想要一直预先准备好伟大的演说，这也正是女士一直在做的;,但是另一方面，弥尔顿也有强烈矛盾地的欲望想要,演说--立即演说，想要出版，成功，最大程度发挥他的才能。

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