我会一直跑到墙边，触摸它，在黑暗中也一样——我要测量我跑的距离——常常我径直跑到墙边，他们也不说什么。

I would run right up to the wall and touch it, even in the dark — I needed the distance for my run — and often I could run all the way up to the wall and not one of them would say a word.

youdao

他心怀感激、狼吞虎咽地咀嚼着，手触摸着黑暗中见不到的、香喷喷的比萨饼。

He eats gratefully, messily, his hands touching the invisible, marvellous food in the darkness.

youdao

我宁愿被烧焦的尸体和转到白色灰，不受到黑暗，或触摸我的人不洁净，走近我。

I would rather be burnt and turn to white ashes than suffer darkness to touch me or the unclean to come near me.

youdao