我一直试着找回我自己(是的…)。

I keep trying to find my way (yeah...)

youdao

我试着找回之前误删的电子邮件，但是行不通。

I try to retrieve the email that I accidentally deleted but I didn't succeed.

youdao

我的信件不能到达那个地址了，所以我要试着找回它，然后把它寄到新的地址

That means my mail going to that ONE address will now be lost in transit, and I have to try and figure out how to get it sent to my new address, etc.

youdao