我曾想过，总有一天艾希礼会从你的脑海中慢慢消逝去。

I thought Ashley would fade out of your mind.

youdao

我也不是说，你如果做了他的位子，艾希礼会跟别的女人私奔，或者揍你。

And I don't mean that Ashley would run off with another woman, if you were his wife, or beat you.

youdao

接着她想像如果她真的这么做时，艾希礼会多么惊讶，于是她放声大笑，笑得眼泪都快流出来了。

Then she thought how startled Ashley would be if she did this, and she suddenly laughed, laughed until tears came to her eyes.

youdao