不过，在设想我二十年后会有什么想法时(假如果真要到这一步的话)，我只把它压下去就是了。

But I just had to stifle it by imagining what I'd be thinking in twenty year's time when I'd have to face the same situation anyway.

youdao

我要到格利那草场去。如果你猜不着我是跟谁一起去，那我真要把你看成一个大傻瓜，因为这世界上只有一个男人是我心爱的，他真是一个天使。

I am going to Gretna Green, and if you cannot guess with who, I shall think you a simpleton, for there is but one man in the world I love, and he is an angel.

youdao