正相反，我在当时却比任何时候都更聪明，更能够看清楚一切事情，只要是在生活中值得了解的一切，全都了解了，因为……当时我是幸福的。

On the contrary, I was cleverer and had more insight then than at any time, and I understood everything worth understanding in life, because... I was happy.

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这一切，都让我明白肩上的责任，让我看清前方的路，更使我明白，该怎样煅造一个洁白而美丽的灵魂！

All this so that I understand the responsibility on the shoulders, let me see the way forward, but also made me understand how to create a white CALCINED and beautiful soul!

youdao

怎么会呢？我用一只眼睛也可以看清面前的一切呀！

How could it be? I can see everything clearly with one eye.

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