我们生活在一个我称之为“外向理想型”的价值体系中——一个无处不在的信念，即理想的自我是善于交际的，在聚光灯下感到舒适的。

We live with a value system that I call the Extrovert Ideal—the omnipresent belief that the ideal self is gregarious, and comfortable in the spotlight.

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我为有此疑惑而感到内疚，可有时，我认为坚守信念太难了。此时，我把车拐进了我家的车道上。

I felt guilty for having doubts, but sometimes, I thought as I turned into our driveway, faith is so hard.

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置身森林，我们会再次对理性和信念充满向往。在这里，我不会感到任何痛苦的压迫——没有耻辱，没有不幸，而且这些缺憾是自然所无法修复的。

In the woods, we return to reason and faith. There I feel that nothing can befall me in life, — no disgrace, no calamity, which nature cannot repair.

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