但是我总在想我怎样才能帮助你们，而我从未找到答案。

But I often wonder how can I help you, with no answer striking to me.

youdao

我总在想，要是我做了不同的选择，事情又会变成怎样。

I always wonder how things would have turned out if I made a different decision.

youdao

我总在想我有‘权利’；我能够主导自己的生活和所有的事。

‘I’d been thinking that I had “rights”; that I could lead my own life and all that sort of thing.

youdao

There's always the sense that Dean evades him, and I think part of that sense of an evading object of desire is, again, the pursuit of sex in this novel; it's part of the pursuit of sex.

总有种感觉好像迪恩在躲着他，而且我想这种回避的部分要求，一样，在这小说里还是对性的追求。

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