在这里生活的最初几个月里，我常常想，如果我是一只乌鸦，我就可以在外面享受无忧无虑的生活了。

In the first few months I spent here, I often thought to myself that if I were a crow, I could be enjoying a carefree life outside.

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一周以后，我又放出一只鸽子，它没有再回来，那表示它在外面找到了栖息的地方。

It came with a olivetwig in its beak, which meant that plant life had started growing again. Then, I sent the dove again a week later.

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只在外面有爆炸的时候我才觉得自己是安全的。

I do feel safer, but only in an explosion.

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