我对于这个小可怜虫的坦然态度极感厌恶，他已不再为他自己感到恐惧了。

I felt disgusted at the little wretch's composure, since he was no longer in terror for himself.

youdao

每次看到镜子里的自己，我都觉得厌恶。

Every time I looked in the mirror I was disgusted.

youdao

在我极乐享受世界的幻想里，回忆那么美妙，我厌恶自己来得如此之快。

I loathed myself for coming so soon, in the afterglow of my man-of-the-world fantasies.

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