每当我想起我那时写的诗歌就感到很难堪。

I cringe when I think of the poems I wrote then.

《牛津词典》

含意很明显：投票给我们，否则你会很难堪。

The implication was obvious: vote for us or it will be very embarrassing for you.

《柯林斯英汉双解大词典》

有时候因为他我会感到很难堪。

Sometimes I feel embarrassed about him.

youdao

This is the first full paragraph: I don't know how to cure the sourcitis, except to tell you that I can discover a good many possible sources myself for Wise Blood, but I am often embarrassed to find that I read the sources after I had written the book.

这是第一段的全文：,“我不知道如何解决资料来源的问题，只能告诉你,我自己发现了很多《慧血》的材料来源，但我经常觉得很难堪,因为我在完成了那本书后才读的资料。

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