我全神贯注于做个完美的主人，希望每个人都满意开心，唯独忘了自己是否真正享受到聚会的欢乐。

I would get so wound up about being the perfect host and making sure that everyone was having a good time that I'd forget to have a good time myself.

youdao

我们希望你学习新的技术，遇到新朋友，最重要的是让自己开心。

We hope you will learn new skills, meet new people, and above all enjoy yourself.

youdao

我们没有说的是，“但是我也希望自己能很开心”。

What we don't say is, “But I would like to be happy

youdao

I wish I had pleasured myself rather than serving that wicked God."

我希望我让自己开心而不是为邪恶的上帝服务“

耶鲁公开课 - 现代诗歌课程节选