在某种程度上，她会在心里说：“儿子，如果你最终能有一个幸福美满的人生，而起你也爱我的话，我就不会觉得我的人生是个毫无价值的人生。”

At some level in her heart, she was looking at her son and she was saying 'if you turn out happy, if you have a great life, and you love me, then I'll feel like my life wasn't totally worthless.

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