Because you have killed him, you now are a leader.
VOA: special.2010.07.17
"I understood very soon that this man didn't kill my son because he was my son, he killed him because he was a symbol, you know,of an occupying army.
VOA: standard.2009.12.12
If your spouse dies and you happen to be not very popular with your in-laws, then better get resigned to the fact that while you mourn the loss of your partner, you will be accused of having killedhim or her.
During his lifetime he managed to publish seven novels and do some documentary work for British TV (you can see him in one of them as a Fat Man on a Beach, first broadcast shortly after Johnson killed himself).