I wanna vomit when have lunch, but I still eat with bad grace, it's bad to waste rice. but it's really hard to eat.

中午吃饭吃到有点想呕了，我还是勉强自己吃掉，浪费了多不好。不过真的好难吃。

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He handed over the money with typical bad grace.

他照常不情愿地把钱交出来。

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I apologized to him with a bad grace.

我勉强地向他道了歉。

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The worst decision would be to do it slowly, with bad grace, allowing both sides to grow to hate each other all over again.

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