But you'll be saying, somehow deep in your heart maybe unconsciously or semi-consciously, why is it happening?

你会无意识地、或是模模糊糊地，在心灵深处呐喊：为什么会发生这样的事？

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I've never really been able say why, but perhaps it is because I sense unconsciously that when I'm in one drivers somehow see me as safe, or zoned off, and so in less need of attention.

为什么不喜欢我还真说不出来，也有可能是因为我总是下意识地认为当我在自行车道里骑车时，司机们不知怎的就觉得我在里面是安全的，或是受到隔离保护的，所以就没有必要对我多加关照。

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