My days there continued to haunt me in my dreams for many years after I had left. In my dream I would ask myself, 'Why am I still here?

以后若干年，我在学校的日子经常在梦中出现，在梦里我问自己为什麽我还在这儿？

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Think about why I am still here. "The kicking never hurts me."

起来，起来想想，思考一下我为什么还在这里。

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"I never done it in my life - I don't,know kind of hard, that's why I am still here - unemployed."

VOA: standard.2010.05.15

Maybe you need to ask a different question: Why am I still here?

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