"When I initially had that idea, I realized not only that I had to learn a lot of linguistics for it but also that I wasn't technically good enough to write the story I had in mind, " he says.

当我开始有了那个创意时，我不仅意识到自己必须开始为此学习许多语言学相关的知识，还明白技术上而言我还没有能力将脑子里的这个故事写好。

youdao

And every night, late at night, I turned the lock of his door and opened it C oh,so gently! And then, when I had made an opening big enough for my head, I put in a dark lantern, all closed that no light shone out, and then I stuck in my head.

VOA: special.2009.05.16

And then when I had enough, I decided that it would be great to show them because people don't expect me to do something like this.

WSJ: 20 Odd Questions: Mario Testino

I'd come to the point in my life when I'd had enough, I couldn't take any more.

BBC: Ex-armed robber Matt Martinson's path to priesthood

This happened to me over the past few years when I had been exposed to enough of the arguments and counter-arguments that I developed my own understanding of how the underpinnings of apologetics work and can identify where the fallacies lie on my own.

FORBES: Religion vs. Atheism Part Two