But I have to get the great fear of death, to love fights.

但我必须学会畏惧死亡，学会爱上战。

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When a child who used to love going to school, but now cries and fights to get on the bus, he may have trouble with some classmates.

当一个孩子过去喜欢上学，但现在哭着闹着不愿意上公共汽车，他可能是和一些同学有矛盾了。

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I don't remember how the fights started or why but I used to love them.

我不记得这些架是怎么打起来的了，也不知道为什么打，但我曾经热爱它们。

youdao

If you love sports for the right reasons, you have to denounce in the strongest terms fist fights in sports outside of boxing and MMA. If the game is about scoring touchdowns, putting a ball in the hoop, or puck in a goal, fights are antithetical to us purists.

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