This is a pain I mostly hide, but ties of blood, or seed, endure, and even now I feel inside the hunger for his outstretched hand, a man's embrace to take me in, the need for just a word of praise.
这种痛苦我深埋心中，而血脉同根永世相承，直至今日，我依然渴望他伸出手来，拥我入他男性的怀抱，盼能听到他的一声夸奖。
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