This interest includes my existence, a keen interest in the existence of everything and the space and time that is created by existing things.

这种兴趣包括我的存在，特别是对万物的存在及由存在的万物创造的空间和时间。

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This sheer powerlessness about this central fact " about the nature of my existence " is an extra insult added to the injury."

这种纯粹的无能为力,“无力左右我的存在,“就是受伤之后被加上的侮辱“

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The divide, oh, the divide: I had grown up with this great border at my back, and its quiet, unerring existence had penetrated deep into my bones and brain.

NPR: Excerpt: 'The Selected Works of T.S. Spivet'