Part of the intellectual rush of lacrosse and feel free to takemywords with however many grains of salt necessary because I've handled a lacrosse stick perhaps a half dozen times my whole life, and only for short intervals comes from the sense of control one can experience when a piece of sports equipment becomes an extension of the body.
What I plan to take with me from this experience is that when my actions do not match my own words- when I am delaying or not pushing forward on something I say I want- there is a reason.
In other words, it would take a very strong, secure, empathetic, talented and motivated man to meet my high expectations and although I'm sure they are out there, are they brave enough?