I recall becoming so aware of my sin that I would lay in bed and shudder—afraid to go to sleep at night for fear that I'd die and spend eternity in hell.

我想起那时候我非常清楚认识到自己的罪，我躺在床上，浑身颤抖——因为害怕将来死的时候会下地狱而难以入睡。

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I have lived with the prospect of an early death for the last 49 years. I'm not afraid of death, but I'm in no hurry to die. I have so much I want to do first, " he said."

在过去的49年中，我一直生活在英年早逝的预期中。我不怕死，但是我不急着那么快的去死，我还有很多的事情要做。

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