I wanted to be honest and tell him the truth since we started dating but on the other hand I'm so afraid of losing him.

我们开始约会的时候，我想诚实地告诉他事情的真相，可是另一方面我又怕失去他，所以一直没开口。

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We stargazed in our backyard. – …for the first time since Angel and I first started dating. It was blissful.

在后院里看星星。——……从我跟安吉尔开始谈恋爱以来，这是头一次看星星。真幸福。

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