While I pray for your forgiveness I do not and can not expect it.

我一边祈祷你能原谅我，我却不能也不会来期望这一点。

youdao

I pray that the next time you see an un-cracked nut, God will use that to solidify your understanding of forgiveness, just as he did for me.

我祈祷，下次你看到一个完整核桃的时候，上帝能用核桃教你坚定对宽容的理解，就像他教导我一样。

youdao

You go through spiritual exercises … you have your friends pray for you … you confess every sin. you can imagine, then go around asking forgiveness of everyone you know. You fast … still nothing.

你尝试各种属灵操练…你的朋友也为你祈祷…你承认自己所犯的每一项罪，四处请求每个你知道的人赦免原谅，你禁食…仍然无效。

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