There is only hesitation, or trying to push oneself past hesitation.

只有犹豫不决，或者试着让自己更果断。

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'it was only my whim,' he said; and, after a moment's hesitation: 'it was on account of a discovery I made some little time ago, whilst I was hunting up pedigrees for the new county history.

“那只是我的一时兴致，”他说；然后又稍稍迟疑了一会儿：“那是因为不久前我为了编写新的郡史在查考家谱时的一个发现。”

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A few days passed before they learned that the Savages were not only willing to continue with the pregnancy, but also to hand over the baby without hesitation.

几天后他们得知萨维奇夫妇不仅愿意继续妊娠，还毫不犹豫地会把孩子交给他们。

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I think the genius of this parable hinges on the fact that the servant who was only given one talent seems to be acting so perfectly reasonably - with a laudable form of caution and hesitation, you could actually say.

我认为这则寓言的特别之处在于,那个只拿到一个金币的仆人,的行为是很合理的,-可以说是令人称赞的小心和犹豫。

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