It is difficult to live with such mixed feelings, so they fade away1into the unconscious mind and only return in troubled dreams.

这些混杂的情感很难让人接受，所以它们被淡忘于潜意识里，只有在扰人的梦境中才会重现。

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Breathe the air mixed with the smell of dirt, mind suddenly became open up, living in the city of oppression are also swept away.

呼吸着混合着泥土味的空气，心胸猛然变得开阔起来，久居城市的压抑感也一扫而光。

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When the mind achieves identity with gross object of concentration, mixed with awareness of name, quality and knowledge, this is called savitarka smadhi.

当心与专注的粗糙对象达成同一，但仍参杂着名称、性质和知识的意识，这被称为有寻三昧。

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Living with the creatures was simpler than living with Joanna, and Con had had mixed feelings during the last few days, when Joanna changed her mind from one moment to the next about whether she would return to New York.

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