The door of the coffee shop opened and Troy looked up. The girl walked in and Troy s heart almost skipped a beat. She was no older than twenty one, maybe even less. Some would say probably that she was pretty, maybe even beautiful, but Troy never noticed beauty when it came to women. What made his heart beat funny was the haunted suicidal look in her eyes. Troy knew that look well. He had it himself once, a long time ago when his father walked in on him and his best friend Eddie while they were sucking each other off. His father beat him so badly back then that Troy ended up in the hospital with a broken collarbone, cracked ribs and countless bruises. After that incident he was seriously thinking about suicide and he almost went through with that but then he decided to live.
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He thinks she's beautiful from top to bottom, even if her lips are a little thin, or maybe her hair's not always shiny or perfect.
他觉得他是个真正的美人儿，即使她的嘴唇有一点薄，头发也不总是亮泽完美。
But what makes it most awful is that she's probably beautiful (you thought so, right?) and smart, and maybe even funny and charming.
可是，另事情最糟糕的是她大概很美丽(你这么认为，对吗？)，聪明，甚至幽默、有魅力。
Because there is something, once was a beautiful will no longer say, maybe secret admirer have strong self-respect and inferiority, afraid, afraid of damage, even if not loving friend do nothing.
因为有些事情，曾经是一个美丽的将不再说，也许秘密崇拜者有强烈的自尊和自卑，怕，怕损害，即使不爱的朋友做任何事。
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