I did not learn to cry, now I often burst into tears.

从前的我没学会哭泣，现在的我时常泪流满面。

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It is much easier to cry in front of my television and feel helpless than to learn what these weapons are, what they do and what I can do to make events like Newtown, Aurora, Tuscon and Virginia Tech less likely to happen again.

CNN: Gun control: It's on all of us