I had a very poor relationship with food: I used it to kill bad feelings, to make myself feel better, and to celebrate.

我和食物的关系非常糟糕：我用它来消除不好的情绪，以让自己感觉更好，或是来庆祝。

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Abraham replied, "I said to myself, 'There is surely no fear of God in this place, and they will kill me because of my wife."'

亚伯拉罕说：“我以为这地方的人总不惧怕上帝，必为我妻子的缘故杀我。”

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Hiccup: : I... I can't stop myself. I see a dragon and I have to just kill it, you know. It's who I am, Dad.

小嗝嗝：我……我控制不住自己。我一看到龙就想杀了它，你知道。这就是我，爸爸。

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I don't even exist on Wednesday I died myself on Tuesday ? How can I kill him after I'm dead?

我星期三压根就不存在了,我星期二就死了,我怎么可能在我死了之后杀了他？

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Then she thought I was going to kill myself or hurt the baby.

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And pay little heed to the one person who was definitely there - Vincent Van Gogh - when he quite clearly said, "Do not accuse anyone, " he said, "it is I who wanted to kill myself".

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Because I don't want to kill myself.

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