Maybe it was just a very convincing dream that I'd confused with reality.

也许这只是一个太过逼真的梦境，被我跟现实混淆了。

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I just know that it was something very complex and confused, that I could never explain in words, but I am sure that I was experiencing a terrible anguish.

我只是感觉到它很复杂和混乱，但永远也无法用语言来描述，可是我很确定我正在经历很严重的困扰和痛苦。

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Sad when only one silent treatment, a loss, a hurtful, originally did not want to stay heart, more want to leave, that had a very confused life lost, it is very hard just a dream in my heart.

伤心的时候只能自己一个人默默的疗伤，一阵阵茫然，一句句伤人的话，让原本不想停留的心，更加想离开，让原本就很迷茫的生活更加迷茫，梦在心里只是路途很艰辛。

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