If I found that he can live longer.

如果我早点发现他就可以活得更长。

youdao

If I can clone, I want to clone many human organs, let people hurt by the different degree to have a hope to live, no longer is the contempt of others.

假如我会克隆，我要克隆许许多多的人体器官，让受到不同程度伤害的人重新拥有活下去的希望，不再受到别人的藐视。

youdao

That's important because if my pattern holds consistent, my next episode is due to arrive soon. I live with this reality, but I'm no longer afraid of it.

这非常重要，因为如果保持这样思维模式，我将进入下一个阶段：我活得更真实，而不在担心自己是个抑郁症患者。

youdao

"I think he probably wondered if he would live longer than his father and I think he probably felt that life was not very secure, that I have to get a lot done in a short period of time, " he tells CNN.

CNN: Valery Gergiev: Russian maestro