I knew this was the question I needed to examine. I knew that fear was what had caused me to feel confused and thus unable to proceed with my work.

我觉得这个问题我需要搞清楚，我知道害怕是使我迷惑并且不能开展我工作的主要原因。

youdao

When I ask him if the experience of prison - the locked cell, the hard bed, the dreadful food - had made him question his lifestyle, if it made him fearful of returning there, he is confused.

当我问他，监狱里紧锁的牢房，硬板床，难吃的食物这种蹲监狱的经历是否促使他对自己的生活方式有所质疑，他是否会害怕再回到那儿时，他有感到困惑。

youdao

Confused I still question, the heart is what color? I want to, not fixed.

困惑我至今的问题，心是什么颜色的？我想，不固定的。

youdao

I'm inclined to think that that way of thinking about the question is really confused.

我倾向于认为,这种思考问题的方法是很让人困惑的。

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