I longed for him to stay.

我希望他留下。

youdao

Just that one sentence, and I knew what He meant… I knew He felt sad because I came near to Him just for my own benefit, and not really because I myself longed to be near Him.

只那么一句，我就懂他的意思了…我知道他很难过，因我亲近他只是为了自己得着好处，并不是自己想要亲近他，我顿时觉得好惭愧…

youdao

I wept: for I had longed to see him hanged.

恨见不到他被绞死的模样。

youdao