When I try to raise my thoughts to Heaven, there is such convicting emptiness that those very thoughts return like sharp knives and hurt my very soul.

当我试图就这些想法询问上天，那儿只有可咒的沉寂，以至这些疑问又像锋利的刀子一样回到我这里，刺伤我的完整的灵魂。

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And, first, I'd like to say that our thoughts and prayers are with the families of those who have been killed in the line of service.

WHITEHOUSE: Press Briefing by Press Secretary Jay Carney,